Seven Years

Seven years since my son Gordon left this world. Pancreatic Cancer ravaged his young body, but his soul lives on. He left great memories, many who loved him, and we selfishly miss him....each and every day...I was so angry, why him, why after all he had endured throughout his life, and why when his life had just turned a corner, he was in a place in his life where he was happy loving Jen and was so proud of Blaine, Jack and Riah and basked in being loved by them. He loved to play hockey, to fish and to be with his Jenny. Gordie was funny and handsome and a tease, he had the most beautiful big blue eyes, which I see when I look into the face of his children...he was so lucky to have had the love that many look for all their lives yet never find....even so, I wish that he was here on this earth now.....so much left unsaid....my sadness is for his kids also, they missed knowing their dad and seeing the pride in his eyes when he saw how they grew...I see their wonderful faces, their accomplishments and their kind natures and know he would be so proud...